Irritable Brain Syndrome
Subjective: patient complains of 30-year history of alienation, depression, and isolation. Objective: looks tired, miserable, and lonely Assessment: irritable brain syndrome Plan: permanent commitment to sanitarium Also associated with anger. Accompanied by a strange heaviness and the senses in all parts become dull and unlively.
Begins with a feeling of emptiness inside. Something starts to ache; something right in the center of the pt feels as if it it’s opening up and spreading apart, as though a hole in the pt’s skull appears. Then the emptiness starts to throb, at first softly like a fluttering pulse. For a little while that is all that happens; then the pulsing turns into a regular beat and the beat gets stronger and stronger. The hole gets bigger. Soon the pt feels as if there is nothing inside but a vast yawning space surrounded by skin that grabs convulsively at nothingness. The beating gets louder. The sensation changes from an ache to a hurt, and the feeling of emptiness becomes agony. In short while there is nothing left of the pt but an immense, drumming vacuum.
tracklist:
1) Henriik Hakansson – Dusk
2) Antonella Barbarossa – La caverna dell’Ade
3) Great Mazinger (sound FX)
4) Shit & Shine – 3axa3
5) La storia di Tron (sound FX)
6) Tangerine Dream – Church Theme
7) The story of Star Wars Return Of The Jedi (sound FX)
8) Emptyset – Chislehurst Mine – Kent, England 02.11.12
9) Baldios (sound FX)
10) Cosey Fanni Tutti – Split
11) Letizia Renzini featuring Saverio Damiani – Bird Listening (extract)
12) Mutant Milly & Commodore 16 – Dub Zombie
13) John Carpenter – Mystery
14) alderandelius – hung – merci – tear
15) Wendy Carlos – Timesteps (excerpt)
16) Felix Kubin – Musik fur neue buromaschinen
17) Chris & Cosey – Delerium 2
18) Stephan Eicher Spielt Noise Boys – Ping pong lied
artwork: THX – click to enlarge (your penis)